Angst.

I've been going through a lot of teenage bullshit recently. You know, flipping out about finals and ap's, overdosing on standardized testing, googling certain colleges over and over again, or locking myself in my room with emo music blastin' - the ush.

Nothing has significantly changed, there's still the same things to worry about with all of the same people. I would be lying to you if I said I don't let it phase me, but I've come up with a thought that I'm trying to follow everyday. Basically, I'm going to take it easy and not fret over the little things that used to drive me crazy, because some things are just not that important. I might still not do as well as I wanted to on a certain test that I was losing sleep over before, but at least I know that I was handling it well and that I gave it all I could. I'm going to picture myself exactly where I want to be until I'm actually there, and I'm not taking any b.s. along the way.

This is now, this is real, this is you. You're never going to get anywhere until you make it happen. If you let nonsense get to you but pretend that you're okay, it'll only result in your downfall. In ten years time, think about where you are going to be. None of the little things are important. You'll forget all about those dumb girls who never had a life and try to intrude yours. Everything insignificant will escape your mind. The only thing you'll have left of your past are the consequences, good and bad.

I say, do what you love and fuck the rest. Go past your expectations and have fun along the way. Make everyone realize all your potential until even you have surprised yourself. And remember, never, ever, walk out the door without flowers on your body and in your heart.

That's all that I have to say.